Interesting Question
An interesting topic is if Andre Rieu is shy the one who needs to be given affection and encouragement to say something and be told that is heroic of him.
My Opinion - New Post
Merry and Happy!
Is it true that if I seem proportioned well, maybe as a Dutch heritage girl, and am "fairly attractive," you know of course in some ways, that the rest of my little relatives will trail behind me like in the story of The Pied Piper of Hamelin everyone knows like that's vacations's celebration?
My Opinion - New Post
*Getting It Good*
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The one on the right is Andre Rieu sightseeing with his orchestra in the U.S. before a show. The 1st resembles or is a Dutch girl.
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There are people involved with me being pulled out of reality to be monitored in private but live a normal daily existence and not improve financially one coin or maybe half a penny.
When older adults come to love me, it's about perverted-ly stimulating them.
Am I to understand that "kids" who don't do this are also stimulated, then just for being cute like the "receiver" of love?
The adults who love me may also be exploited. Tim Burton and Johnny Depp seemed to already be exploited.
I'm not against "kids" getting anything, and I know there is no limit, cost, etc.
Out of Resources
I need lots of food, and Social Security or the nursing home is not enough. I did some studying to sell insurance but have like 10 chapters of vocabulary, like 40 words maybe, and then a few chapters, to take thorough notes on and then study. Like 3 chapters each? Maybe about 20+ short pages per chapter. Okay, who does this? Me. It wasn't enough to keep working hard studying. I have some music on. Lunch is in like 40 minutes. I'm waiting for snacks in the mail and return money from Amazon, had to use my last money for good food when feeling bad..
My Opinions - New Posts
Difference Between Andre Rieu Fans
A big difference between Andre Rieu fans is if they pester me [other fans etc.] about if Andre Rieu is great alone or if his orchestra is as credible for him.
Social Rejects
Why do people define classical musicians as the delinquents of society?
Unfair
It seems since my dad, me being monitored in private, people know my race and now are telling me more about it and what it is while others would get a chance if they looked like me.
New Writing by Me
My Opinions
Just Go Dance
I wish I could make my own decisions after I left my mom, as a toddler. If I knew ballet would be that bad and this one school do a recital in modern clothes but not cute glittery ones, more like casual ones that were not very "flattering," I probably would go ahead and take modern dance at age 3 like everyone starts at age 3 modern dance and gets to perform in cute costumes until they all quit when dance teams like cheerleading become more popular or when high school starts.
It's not as much as an investment if you didn't start as young but still as worth it, if they let me.
Bothered
I didn't have severe problems missing high school. I need to get away from some of these low life Clevelander scum.
Strange
I miss when the orchestra and singers of Andre Rieu were more exciting to follow.
Strangely, now, there's nothing to live for.
Andre Rieu's New Music
Well, he seems to like it.
Does the orchestra want my critique?
I wish I could get more outta all the orchestras.
Weird
Andre Rieu
I can't be okay with Andre Rieu with how people are around me with him.. and I don't have much left in me to fight it and am just sitting around waiting for the next positive message.
For instance, most apartments are at least $600/month. Bills are a few hundred. I have like $700/month for groceries. That's not enough for decent recipes. I don't eat lentils and rice daily (or at all.)
Now. I'm in a nursing home, but the food here is not great, neither. For seniors, there's some carbs and more sweets as snacks and sides or whatever. I'm a diabetic, and I don't get much meat or otherwise. Plus, I need it for my muscles to heal. I couldn't afford a refrigerator this month, neither, and I plan to leave if possible. I had some extra bills or something and waiting for returns. I barely had anything at all to wear, and today a shirt is like $5 usually for example tho for most people more. I just found stores like Temu. (I'm asking for more meat in my meals now as they said I could ask if I need anything foodwise now.)
So, I have no way of getting the food I need as a diabetic. My best hope is to go home in March and find a budget that has more chicken. I can get lots of meat to heal. Maybe, I'll get more meat here this month.
Anyway, I have no option of getting enough food, unless I am able to work, too, and so I may.
I'm also studying to sell insurance now, call 10 people and sell 1 policy and get an extra $1,000 a month and do that for every 10 people and get as much as I want per month.
Rearranged Room
I just rearranged my room in the nursing home so I can see the TV from my bed and "desk"/table.
Frilly
Stories by Me
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Fancy Frilly 😛Andre Rieu was a great man and did great things socially. Frilly inherited what made him great, but she wanted to do everything leaning in her daddy so maybe she was still inexperienced and a little “horny.” Most girls with him wanted to be ditzes far from him because of him, and they all apparently achieved great, great, GREAT fun together. …But, okay, this is how Frilly was a baby.
“Okay,” Andre Rieu said, “Baby Frilly, come here, time for your bottle, a story, and…”
She twinkled, her eyes, and started to cry a little, and he came and picked up little 15-year-old Frilly. She was puffed out and seemed to shrink in size, even. She was a good little girl of his under 5’. Her hair was gold, sometimes looked a little darker than his but still rich, a final squeeze and it glittered like his. What was fair about her still was her hair was limp and a little straight but still full, thick, coarse and glittery in and of itself. He rubbed her fervently and held onto her supporting her underneath.
Amazing? 🫣
"First off," "to get it over with," you know something that "African Americans" sustain addicted to? their message that Andre Rieu is something because I [or, rather, people in general] didn't *show up with an orchestra*. They either are sitting leaning forward with their arms propping them up on their laps or slinking by.
If I can't do something that other people "hold in," or didn't decide to do yet, it means no one can feel unique or special.
Also, I know I am ugly. I was gonna do a personal makeover of myself as a person and in how I look in 2005, but I remember the people experimenting on me watching me in private relayed or seemed to relay Barb said not to because that means I was ugly already and just went in and changed and did it differently. So, I see no reason to condone and condemn me for my choices. I am not a bad or perverted person. I just realized too late I need to take a break from schoolwork and get more rest, relaxation, and sleep! So quit giving me more stress. Now, it's too late I'm being monitored in private! People outside of me being monitored in private bother me, and it affects how the people monitoring me in private can react. It even comes on TV, like reality TV even.
Facebook 🤑 💸
by me
For whatever reason...My dad tried to tell me I needed to figure out a way to support myself in like 2 years when he would die, or sooner.
In the end, I was in my 3rd job, seasonal/holiday. I got an interview somewhere I loved, the airport, in Orlando, which isn't "spectacular" nor "dazzling," "as a fair warning," but still cozy. My dad said no because I couldn't keep the car for then, and he gave me the car for my last job so I wouldn't get tired using the bus I guess which seemed likely. Barb and Joni were supposed to help. My therapist said I had to do the calling and said I was under pressure. Many group homes were not easy or cheap. My aunts should have said to themselves I can't finish this job and hand it over to someone else or call the non-emergency police if they can't find social services, or 211 which doesn't help, and "explain the situation" and say they can't finish the job well. I should have gotten a used car on social security income and gotten a job and stayed in Orlando for then, like I'm gonna stay in Cleveland with shorter leases for now tho the office rarely answers.
Fallen Apart 🌛
The girls in Andre Rieu's orchestra and singers have fallen apart about what is appropriately attractive.
👋🏼 Get to know the orchestra and singers?
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Lucky 🙄
The orchestra and singers of Andre Rieu have a lot of be thankful for, nothing like look all I do cruel world? or like they don't even wanna see Andre Rieu do his stuff, like they want nothing to do with Andre Rieu, like they never do anything in front of him.
For me, it's not that I'm jealous of him but how other people in front of him are accepted and like their race passes in front of others.
Emma Kok 🐣
Me
I look a lot like the fan at first.
Link to YouTube Short of Me Watching Fan Watch Emma Kok
Well, you know? I did some thinking.
First off, you might think when you see this lovely fan that it's like me. You'd think that judging by how I write, that I'd be like most fans, that anything I say means I'm critical or plainly laid back and therefore suspected to be innately in the negative, hoping that's not insulting in that way but it's too obvious and I don't mean their comment. I'm just a goody good looking out for other people, I guess, with some cute hair there, too. I'm as smart, though..
So, Emma Kok. She sounds like Andre Rieu a lot when she sings. So did I when I sounded great singing something by Whitney Houston. It was that sweet tone. I'm not sure if anything else. He sure has a good beat or rhythm, and that's not all that goes into the melodies and harmonies and chords and whatever "symphonies" or orchestras do. Everything is fine, but it leaves me wondering in my room now, like something exploded. Why can't I stop this vicious cycle before the whole tank leaks?
So, Emma Kok. Why does she like to be so solid, is it like a way to mirror her strong figure which is so amazing for her, herself, as well as cute for others to see after all? I mean she did it on purpose, right? I'm guessing she has to get more advanced to change it or is trying to be different than however Andre Rieu is. It's sorta comforting like it's not "too good for you," which means it's more like a mother singing to her baby except instead of a whisper it's loud and onstage. You have to really listen and not be prejudiced to her generation, I bet. It is a bit coarse, too, for me to understand and be able to give the proper comment on and makes me sad she just keeps insisting like she's got problems with people like she's hurt and sad and wants attention like the rest of his orchestra, which is not what they should do coming in and not think it's about their generation, if you look back! but she's fine for other people. You know?
Frilly 🍥
Frilly Seems to Be Falling...? 🥺🥸🍂💚🍁🌋🎹⛓🎾🕯⚖
Frilly is still cute and ever present, but she seems to be falling.
She comes to practice to take notes on the other musicians for Andre Riue, and, though she knows the singers and the singing, she doesn’t want to double up for some reason and it’s not in the job. She makes much less money than people like Andre Rieu. She doesn’t have to practice for this, so this job doesn’t make more than the musicians. She does have to make it neat and organized, so it pays a normal amount, which is a lot these days. She comes in dressed up in her black suit, with pants and a vest over the undershirt. It’s not a business suit but is still as nice but not as fancy. She does her work well and, though enjoyable, is hard. It’s hard organizing it, but she does a good enough job and puts in extra effort. The actual notetaking and the actual judging and then thinking during and after goes well, as well. Her job is sorta extra, but it helps some people.
Next, it is time to get on the plane. She has made Andy like her adopted dad in her love for him and wanting to cuddle with him, but he usually just picks her up himself, so it seems. She has fun at the airport. She doesn’t need to buy a souvenir in the Netherlands since she always returns there. She saves up her money and has a good amount. She also gets money playing violin with others, like in both smaller and larger combinations. She buys the food she is hungry for and drinks, too. She looks at the books and buys a new one she likes to flip thru and take notes on sometime, just so she can keep up with some things in the world that entertain her, as much as what’s going on in classical music. She has on another nice black suit. Her hair is tied in a ponytail on the side, maybe naturally lighter overall than most who have gray hair, “‘nuff said” (enough said.) She has her bag. Her hair is curling more near the end and is smooth and a little sparkling. Everyone is tired and needs itself coffee. They are excited to perform. They present a good image, thanks to their efforts and their being inspired and led by Andre (Rieu.) They “board the plane.” Frilly is in back and has fun in back of the plane. She does use the toilet. She has the drinks and snacks. She is in an aisle alone and “has a blast.”
They get out and Andre is standing around. She does notice, and someone walks over to him and they start to talk. They sit around and he looks bored. Finally, they get to the hotel by bus. They unload. Some eat there together. After they eat and freshen up, Frilly goes over to Andre sitting by an aquarium with bubbles. She comes close and he touches her and she touches him and gets closer and he lets her hug him. He talks and she whimpers back. Her blond hair is pretty light with the natural highlights, and her blue eyes seem to twinkle well, and it’s like, “Twinkle, twinkle, little star!” Her skin is healthy cream and gold with some flush. It’s pretty light now, in the brumal air condition. She is tired but ready to be picked up. She is pretty light but strong. She rests sitting on his arm as he holds her up. She’s tired, and he rubs her to sleep. He holds her hair as it kisses her cheek. He puts her to sleep in her own room, and locks it and goes out and relaxes and then has some fun.
I'm "the real deal." 🍄
People thought I couldn't be anything like with Andre Rieu because people like Italians and they say my aunt Joni just do anything but like trash, meaning he's great but not God as expected.
I found it wasn't because I was "better" but because I was not mixed with Native American indian but Chinese.
Sure, I look bad, but you could fatten up a lot of cute girls etc. True, I've been drugged on pills, against my decision, both under and over 18/21 but not in between. Most people are hiding, but there are some people who are ready, out of that number.
🪼 Just Because It Was Me and Not Someone Else
So, say I am decided I'm the one to say it's out. I am cute and cry, but I'm still out, I wasn't cute and it wasn't cute I cried. WTF!
I still am winning. 🫥
Emma Kok 🍃
🐢 I don't deal with stupid people!
I don't say okay to such "stupid" people. (Does anyone think the word "stupid" is unimportant?) I saw a man who I think was Latino look at a little girl who was so precious who wanted her own mommy. I've seen people "get" to "look" at me. It's like, "Hey, girl, I'm better or just pretending to be better, and maybe your mom thinks you're important. Since you're not Chinese like Christina, I accept you, but you're still a loser because of men born in 1950 being better.."
I don't deal with stupid people who'd say hey Christina is "real" but not perfect like God, but I accept other little girls over her, like if you consider her a little girl, too.
It's not me! 😤
Andre Rieu 💞
"The funny thing is," with Andre Rieu, people like to compare him to other people and often say they are just talking about him being normal. It could be about his music or his personality.
People are always in check, making sure he is more respected than many people are but you know as good as any. The funny thing is I'm pretty good about him, but I feel discriminated against but also hunted down, to do with him, "to be honest."
