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I added photos of me by year here and a family reunion photo added:

Frilly 🍥

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Frilly Seems to Be Falling...? 🥺🥸🍂💚🍁🌋🎹⛓🎾🕯⚖

Frilly is still cute and ever present, but she seems to be falling.

She comes to practice to take notes on the other musicians for Andre Riue, and, though she knows the singers and the singing, she doesn’t want to double up for some reason and it’s not in the job. She makes much less money than people like Andre Rieu. She doesn’t have to practice for this, so this job doesn’t make more than the musicians. She does have to make it neat and organized, so it pays a normal amount, which is a lot these days. She comes in dressed up in her black suit, with pants and a vest over the undershirt. It’s not a business suit but is still as nice but not as fancy. She does her work well and, though enjoyable, is hard. It’s hard organizing it, but she does a good enough job and puts in extra effort. The actual notetaking and the actual judging and then thinking during and after goes well, as well. Her job is sorta extra, but it helps some people.

Next, it is time to get on the plane. She has made Andy like her adopted dad in her love for him and wanting to cuddle with him, but he usually just picks her up himself, so it seems. She has fun at the airport. She doesn’t need to buy a souvenir in the Netherlands since she always returns there. She saves up her money and has a good amount. She also gets money playing violin with others, like in both smaller and larger combinations. She buys the food she is hungry for and drinks, too. She looks at the books and buys a new one she likes to flip thru and take notes on sometime, just so she can keep up with some things in the world that entertain her, as much as what’s going on in classical music. She has on another nice black suit. Her hair is tied in a ponytail on the side, maybe naturally lighter overall than most who have gray hair, “‘nuff said” (enough said.) She has her bag. Her hair is curling more near the end and is smooth and a little sparkling. Everyone is tired and needs itself coffee. They are excited to perform. They present a good image, thanks to their efforts and their being inspired and led by Andre (Rieu.) They “board the plane.” Frilly is in back and has fun in back of the plane. She does use the toilet. She has the drinks and snacks. She is in an aisle alone and “has a blast.”

They get out and Andre is standing around. She does notice, and someone walks over to him and they start to talk. They sit around and he looks bored. Finally, they get to the hotel by bus. They unload. Some eat there together. After they eat and freshen up, Frilly goes over to Andre sitting by an aquarium with bubbles. She comes close and he touches her and she touches him and gets closer and he lets her hug him. He talks and she whimpers back. Her blond hair is pretty light with the natural highlights, and her blue eyes seem to twinkle well, and it’s like, “Twinkle, twinkle, little star!” Her skin is healthy cream and gold with some flush. It’s pretty light now, in the brumal air condition. She is tired but ready to be picked up. She is pretty light but strong. She rests sitting on his arm as he holds her up. She’s tired, and he rubs her to sleep. He holds her hair as it kisses her cheek. He puts her to sleep in her own room, and locks it and goes out and relaxes and then has some fun.




♥ Love, Christina

I'm "the real deal." 🍄

People thought I couldn't be anything like with Andre Rieu because people like Italians and they say my aunt Joni just do anything but like trash, meaning he's great but not God as expected.

I found it wasn't because I was "better" but because I was not mixed with Native American indian but Chinese.

Sure, I look bad, but you could fatten up a lot of cute girls etc.  True, I've been drugged on pills, against my decision, both under and over 18/21 but not in between.  Most people are hiding, but there are some people who are ready, out of that number.




♥ Love, Christina

🪼 Just Because It Was Me and Not Someone Else

So, say I am decided I'm the one to say it's out.  I am cute and cry, but I'm still out, I wasn't cute and it wasn't cute I cried.  WTF!





♥ Love, Christina

I still am winning. 🫥

At least we can all put behind the hype that I learned from my dad that you do things in full right away, which can include submission of love, things like hugging.

I feel that Andre Rieu's orchestra and singers, some of them, think it was something simple for me and perhaps the feeling spread among them?




♥ Love, Christina

Emma Kok 🍃

It seems that Emma Kok does share some qualities with Andre Rieu, particularly leadership and being very nice as a European and Dutch girl, very "selfless" to be frank looking for terms-

I just want to know how she feels about girls with hair who is both much darker, much lighter, but also that everyone's hair should be seen as different and not as categorized and made to feel in such a separated way, by unnatural groups of separate individuals, clumped together.

I think Andre Rieu and the orchestra and singers like to "whisper" about her amongst (among) themselves, to figure out how to love her better in actuality.  I personally feel it has nothing to do with me, unless I come up...





♥ Love, Christina

🐢 I don't deal with stupid people!

I don't say okay to such "stupid" people.  (Does anyone think the word "stupid" is unimportant?)  I saw a man who I think was Latino look at a little girl who was so precious who wanted her own mommy.  I've seen people "get" to "look" at me.  It's like, "Hey, girl, I'm better or just pretending to be better, and maybe your mom thinks you're important.  Since you're not Chinese like Christina, I accept you, but you're still a loser because of men born in 1950 being better.."

I don't deal with stupid people who'd say hey Christina is "real" but not perfect like God, but I accept other little girls over her, like if you consider her a little girl, too.




♥ Love, Christina

It's not me! 😤

I'm used to saying I'm not sure I'm that impressive, but people always dig into me constantly for long periods of time and then say I'm not.

I just don't see how everyone else, all these mean people, are worth more.  A nice child, sure, etc.





♥ Love, Christina

Lunch in Nursing Home 🍗




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Andre Rieu 💞

"The funny thing is," with Andre Rieu, people like to compare him to other people and often say they are just talking about him being normal.  It could be about his music or his personality.

People are always in check, making sure he is more respected than many people are but you know as good as any.  The funny thing is I'm pretty good about him, but I feel discriminated against but also hunted down, to do with him, "to be honest."




♥ Love, Christina

DoorDash 🌯🌯🍹

DashPass

Tropical Smoothie Cafe




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"2nd" Job 🏫

Well, my only job, but I get a Social Security check, from the government, for $2K/month.

I'm studying to take a test on selling insurance.  I had to pay $45 to extend the due date, and it was free before.

I decided I didn't want to just eat chicken boiled in bullion, steamed broccoli, and home fries all day every day etc., with the many overnight oats.  I was mostly afraid it wouldn't even work out.  This way, I can eat whatever I want.  I just sell 1 or 2 things a month and live in a cheap apartment and it works out.

I'm having fun making a study guide for this class on a spreadsheet.




♥ Love, Christina

Dream 👻 👻 👻 👻 👻 👻 👻

It was long.

It was about being at a mall where you could work.  There were 2 places I was focusing on.  I wasn't alone, maybe with family and relatives partly in different places.  I went thru I guess a Halloween shop.  I was so scared and a little "out of line."  I heard almost like a very distinct "Ohn..." and saw a bunch of very clearly animated ghosts floating up and things that scared me, like I had to adjust and adapt not to be taken in or something.  Later, I'm found with my baby brother and we want him with the nice people and everyone like my mom is watching after him.  I just have to walk straight and stay happy and maybe nothing will happen.  We also walk thru a nice clothing shop with metallic rails and a bright interior, like cream.


♥ Love, Christina