New Writing by Me
My Opinions
Just Go Dance
I wish I could make my own decisions after I left my mom, as a toddler. If I knew ballet would be that bad and this one school do a recital in modern clothes but not cute glittery ones, more like casual ones that were not very "flattering," I probably would go ahead and take modern dance at age 3 like everyone starts at age 3 modern dance and gets to perform in cute costumes until they all quit when dance teams like cheerleading become more popular or when high school starts.
It's not as much as an investment if you didn't start as young but still as worth it, if they let me.
Bothered
I didn't have severe problems missing high school. I need to get away from some of these low life Clevelander scum.
Strange
I miss when the orchestra and singers of Andre Rieu were more exciting to follow.
Strangely, now, there's nothing to live for.
Andre Rieu's New Music
Well, he seems to like it.
Does the orchestra want my critique?
I wish I could get more outta all the orchestras.
Weird
Andre Rieu
I can't be okay with Andre Rieu with how people are around me with him.. and I don't have much left in me to fight it and am just sitting around waiting for the next positive message.
For instance, most apartments are at least $600/month. Bills are a few hundred. I have like $700/month for groceries. That's not enough for decent recipes. I don't eat lentils and rice daily (or at all.)
Now. I'm in a nursing home, but the food here is not great, neither. For seniors, there's some carbs and more sweets as snacks and sides or whatever. I'm a diabetic, and I don't get much meat or otherwise. Plus, I need it for my muscles to heal. I couldn't afford a refrigerator this month, neither, and I plan to leave if possible. I had some extra bills or something and waiting for returns. I barely had anything at all to wear, and today a shirt is like $5 usually for example tho for most people more. I just found stores like Temu. (I'm asking for more meat in my meals now as they said I could ask if I need anything foodwise now.)
So, I have no way of getting the food I need as a diabetic. My best hope is to go home in March and find a budget that has more chicken. I can get lots of meat to heal. Maybe, I'll get more meat here this month.
Anyway, I have no option of getting enough food, unless I am able to work, too, and so I may.
I'm also studying to sell insurance now, call 10 people and sell 1 policy and get an extra $1,000 a month and do that for every 10 people and get as much as I want per month.