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Applebee’s

Piña Colada - no alcohol




♥ Love, Christina

👽 My First Major Racist Circle and Which Seems Passable

I found 2 contradict-ory statements.  People say it doesn't matter if your Asian mom has European heritage, if your dad is European or European-American or maybe mixed race with European blood.  However, the reason people are turned down or not accepted or disliked is because of how they look, and it is related to that.




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"It isn't over 'til the fat lady sings." 🎻 🎻 💥 🎻 🎻 💥 🎻 🎻

I hit a vital life sign at this message.

First off, this song starts off with beautiful bell music backed by a synthesize-ation of electronic strings imitation sound.

A commercial flashed, and I picked up on a message, which states... it's not about musicians who play more strongly than singing that you may hear in this recording.  Well, there was a part in this song where a musician plays a solo line that sounds melodic like singing.  It reminded me of a strength I had, and my dad played guitar since age 5 and played in bands locally and into adulthood alone.  The suggestion I picked up in that message, tho, I just mentioned was maybe meaning it's about young girls like her who can sing very well songs like this.  What I like about her in this song is how she embodies the feeling in her voice itself, not so much if it's singing or speaking.





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Excellent Singing 🪅

It was beautiful to listen to, I didn't actually watch.

October 12, 2017





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Pizza Hut 🍕





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🦢 Smart and "Mature" but Obedient

I'm very mature of my generation.  Why would I ever be scared of anyone any younger by even a few weeks? (unless they were born off.)

It's something that happens after one decision or multiple decisions.  You might say I'm smart socially etc.  I'm not used to communicating with other people back and forth.  (They just said "back and forth" on the TV like 2 seconds after I wrote that, and I look back and have that feeling, nothing to be worried about nothing unusual!-)




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I should "get on." 🫕🌦

I should be able to get on as a citizen in my personal life.  I think this is true because I saw an average young girl around age 12 who still looked like a kid with very fair hair and a cute face but very long hair, and she was just onto her next social thing, apparently with an adult social etc. "support system" in place working.  She probably does not share much of these things with other people at all, tho, so, like with most people, we don't ever seem to know about interesting things like this in life.  "If no one does it, no one will do it."  I don't seem to see happy kids around much, anymore, like they don't "go out," like in the day, until the mid 2000s.  I noticed that's when the popular movie Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came out, popular for Johnny Depp's simple message with complex acting, underrated.




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Self Worth 🤤

We're supposed to know ourselves and individually if we're worth it.




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Becoming 🤡 🥸

The nice thing about me hugging someone around my age is it will feel good for now and later you'd expect something else to happen with a Late Baby Boomer or Earlier Baby Boomer, maybe even Earlier Generation X, too.  I am as available as a person and from home as you'd want a Baby Boomer to be.  Funny thing is not is someone else.

Another funny thing is it's about these people in Hollywood and talking to them etc. doing their image, but nothing happens after that, like think people from Hollywood my age and ones who were even child actors or like Zoey Deschanel etc. and I think Bella Thorne likes her~ (you know like a role model.  Zoey was in Elf.  She is doing well with her dad from France.)




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Dance 🧚🏻

I decided not to get pom poms for learning dance routines, eventually making my own to do alone in parades and other kinds of special performances.

I am thinking of buying these 2 things, a dance outfit and dance shoes.

$14.27

$18.24


I can use them to practice in, make "the whole thing" "come alive."

I found these at Temu.  They look really nice, to me!  $35, costly, like a month's worth of dance classes for a child, if they take 1 class.

It will be nicer to focus more on dancing.  After all, cheerleaders are usually left always stuck hidden behind their pom poms.  I can add things like this later.  I also am really good at twirling a baton and can still throw it.  I just can't spin around and flip!..


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A Question of Morality ⚖

I told the young singer Emma Kok that my Dutch [culture] mom would tell me to be nice to her because of her stomach and being weak, like, "first and foremost."

Is that rude because most people don't talk that way or because of some complex social reason?  Is it rude because, though it is okay, it has these reasons for being odd and was not needed and I am not in her favor?

RIP [Dutch totaled] Mom (December 2019,) and part Dutch and part French Dad (February 2021.)  👻 🦴

Small World


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Welcome! 🎈

Hey!  I am Christina.  My full name is Christina Barrett, and my middle name is Ann.  I am 37 years old, and my birthday is May 20, 1986.  I've been blogging since 2009 on Blogger and 2007 on MySpace and Facebook.  I wanted to or wish I did since 1997.  I got my first e-mail address, Cabaret322@aol.com in 1998.  From then until maybe 2007 I was Personwalkingby@aol.com.  I never chose an address.  My dad just did this, I told him to pick that name for me.  We were Barretts-in-New-Orleans@aol.com, but "in case you didn't know" as no one seems to or care, my parents have died, sick tho but intelligently.  I do pray this does not curse loved ones and people who love who I don't know even.  I pray that my blessings all fall upon the good people and curse the wicked from planning them out.

I hope to enjoy a long fruitful time at this particular blog.  I've had hundreds of blogs on Blogger, as well as other sites like WordPress and Tumblr.  I've had like a hundred or so Facebooks, more accounts on YouTube and accounts on other places like Flickr.

Life is short but happy, plan to live it out well and make it good and do not take for granted we have to use computers to communicate as opposed to "snail mail" and cell phones.  I'll look for you online or in the news.



♥ Love, Christina